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Goodbye, Emotion

June 9, 2009

So, it appears my ability to show ANY emotion of ANY type has disappeared. Why? Who knows; it’s so frustrating to be on the brink of tears, but for then nothing to happen after that. Sometimes I just want to get what’s inside out, and I can’t. Sometimes feeling is enough to get this out, sometimes there’s nothing writing can do- what you write can bring you to the brink of tears, but after then? The cause is lost.

I’m feeling pretty okay, just this lack of being able to let out all this could be my downfall; I don’t want that. I want to be free to enjoy this week, next week and my summer, safe from what has haunted me for so long.

2 Comments leave one →
  1. June 9, 2009 7:52 pm

    The emotion will come back (I find alcohol helps, but I didn’t say that and certainly wouldn’t recommend it…)

    Sometimes the numbness is worse than the depression. Hope you feel better soon.

    Take care,

  2. June 9, 2009 9:43 pm

    Thanks, differently. My mood has dropped somewhat, and I feel a *little* more emotional, but no more expressive of it! x

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