World of Kate

I apologise for the lack of updates, just there’s not actually much to write about at the moment! Tiredness has taken over and only really provides a limited topic for discussion followed by something such as I need to work less. This week I have 3 days off, then the week after an appointment which [...]

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Somewhere lost in space and time

I’m exhausted. I can’t function. Everything’s a blur, everything’s a mess, my head can’t cope. Things are spinning out of control. Guess what I’m doing the next 3 days? That’s not going to help, it really isn’t, but that’s what I have to do. I’m getting sick of being told that well, at least I’m [...]

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Heat or Ill?

There’s not much to be said at the moment, if I’m going to be honest. Work is crushing everything out of me; after tomorrow it’ll be my 10th day in a row working and I’m bloody exhausted. It’s partly my fault for going away with work to help out last week, as weds and thurs [...]

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Listen to your heart

Listening to yourself is a good thing, it’s like an early warning system: if things are getting too much it will tell you. For example, it can tell you if you’re working too much. And am I? Yep! What am I doing with the warning signals? Not much, just blocking them out. Is this wise? [...]

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Getting comfortable

Are you sitting comfortably? Then I’ll begin…
I’ve been reading Prozac Nation these last few days (interesting, but does nothing for the mood!) and I just read a chapter where she talks about how sometimes you can get into a sort of comfort zone and to aid your recovery you have to break out of it. [...]

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one month; a lot changes

I’d like to think that things are a lot better than a month ago, the time of my last attempt to kill myself. I’d like to think I am more stable, and I think I am: I’m not a boiling pot of anger, nor am I as up and down as I was which is [...]

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Manchester, I Love You

5 years it’s taken me to realise this. 5 years to realise I was making myself hate here, hate myself, hate the people, hate my friends, hate my schools and colleges, hate the people who’ve helped me, hate the weather, the places, the buses, the way my life was. But, I’m having something coming through, [...]

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the sims day 4: random german speaking bloke comes into work

And it was 5 past 5, I wanted to go home but made the mistake of saying I understood German. Cue him speaking crap and un understandable german and everyone else standing behind him wetting themselves, but not saving me. His address was something Kipper Street. Yep, he was eccentric.
And today, the sims stuff. Again, [...]

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The Sims’ Guide to life: day two!

Day two was eventful and I’m feeling really rather low. Let’s see how it compares to my sim-ometer:
(I haven’t bothered to photograph my works today, I’m not feeling creative enough).
Hunger: Couldn’t be bothered eating a lot, and was quite busy with things so I kind of let it slide…
Comfort: Nike 6.0’s, comfy… yay!
Energy: Lacking even [...]

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So maybe, just maybe.

Maybe things are going to be okay.
This all counts on a few things: having the guts to ring my uni’s medical centre to send me the forms I need to register, so my current GP can send my stuff down there and get me referred to somewhere or other. Which is good, and it, somewhat [...]

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