Bright City Lights

The bright city light trails left behind are so pretty to the eye. Walking in the dark is so beautiful, for this reason.
This city brings back so many memories, exacerbated by facebook and being able to hear people seshing, something I remember from freshers’ week last year. Cor blimey.
And now, the responsibility returns. My return [...]

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:)

I’m at a loss for words, I don’t know what to say. I just want to smile, to smile forever. Today has been a good day.
I went for a walk to Sandwell Valley country park with two of my friends from uni. It was great, we didn’t stop laughing the whole way through… I swear [...]

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Day Two in the Ghost Town

No-one else has arrived yet… still. So it’s ghostly, spookily odd to hear noises and people talking; just not to be able to see anyone!
Boredom is settling in, freaked out arrived last night and I’m still wondering why we have a panic alarm in the hall?

This neighbourhood is great, as you can tell; I saw [...]

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A Realisation

I am too thin. I should do something about it, but I have no appetite and eating makes me feel physically sick after a few mouthfulls. I’m hoping to take more control when I get back to Uni, as I’ll have all the choice over what to eat, and I will be able to do [...]

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Oblivion

There is no return
You will be plunged into a deep, black hole
Prepare for take-off.
I went to Alton Towers today, managed to ride all the rides and get wind burn from the speed! On Oblivion, as you are loading there is a kind of monologue trying to scare you and I wish that I wrote it [...]

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The positives of going back to uni

So, I saw my therapist this morning. I wasn’t really feeling at my best, as such I don’t think I used the session as well as I could have. See, I don’t *actually* know why I’m feeling down, I can make up reasons, say that maybe I’ve just worked too hard and that I’ll be [...]

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A year

It’s weird to think how things can change in a year.
Today is ‘A’ Level results day; a year ago I was one of the many thousands of scared and frightened students having sleepless nights through fear of results day. How things happened during exam time weren’t exactly how I wanted them to be: Psychosis, Depression [...]

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Yay

Unfortunately I can’t think of a better title… I’m lost in ecstaticness. I passed my first year at Uni. I’m pleased. I’m quite shocked I did that well, too. If I did that when ill, what could I achieve? Well, I could do a lot better but I don’t want to build myself up to [...]

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Thinking about what could have been and other London based ramblings

For ages I wanted to study at UCL, and to an extent I still wish I was there. Don’t get my wrong, I love my University I’m at, but, well, I really love UCL. The reason I’m not there, or didn’t even apply is because my parents wouldn’t let me: they said London was dangerous [...]

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Once you stop, you just can’t start

(and the only reason I’m writing this is because I have no ideas for a fathers’ day card!)
All week I’ve wanted to write, but I’ve either not had time or when I’ve had time I’ve not felt like doing anything. But now I have, now I am home. Straight out of student land and into [...]

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