Snip snap, quick decisions quickly made. Listen to your head, you silly girl. No, don’t do that; do this instead.
My head’s being really loud and controlling. Having lots of urges and obsessions and things I can’t let go, I just have to do. Just the thing is, that it involves my accidentally large stockpile of [...]
Posts Tagged ‘thoughts’
Impulsivity
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged controlling, depression, doctors, photos, suicide, thoughts on May 25, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Waving magic wands and how to describe myself
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged MHW, self esteem, thoughts, truth on October 21, 2008 | 14 Comments »
“I honestly don’t know what to say, Kate. I wish I could wave a magic wand and make everything better, but I can’t.”
That makes 2 of us, then. I wish it was as simple as waving a wand and everything goes right.
So, this morning I had my appointment with the MHW and I pretty much [...]
Battling bad thoughts
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged fluoxetine, MHW, suicide, thoughts on October 19, 2008 | 6 Comments »
I am in no way educated on what an overdose of Fluoxetine will do, and hell, I don’t even want to die. But, there’s these thoughts, really bad ones, telling me I do. That I should swallow them all. I have 44 pills left, courtesy of a new prescription given to me by my doctor [...]
