I’m at a loss for words, I don’t know what to say. I just want to smile, to smile forever. Today has been a good day.
I went for a walk to Sandwell Valley country park with two of my friends from uni. It was great, we didn’t stop laughing the whole way through… I swear [...]
Posts Tagged ‘friends’
:)
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged friends, university on September 24, 2009 | 7 Comments »
Hectic
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged friends, university on May 7, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Just to let you all know, I’m okay and haven’t disappeared. My net on my laptop is slowly combusting to the point that it takes 15 mins for any page to load, and as much as I love my phone, it’s a bit cramped. Also’ this week’s been the main one for deadlines; an essay, [...]
Hurting people by accident
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged depression, friends, suicide on March 15, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I think in the arena of depresion, it’s too easy for certain things to become normal. For me, suicidal ideation is part and parcel of my life, yet other people can’t understand and get upset about it, they can’t bear or work out why you would want to kill yourself; it’s obvious to me why [...]
Crumbling
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birmingham, friends, university on October 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Birmingham’s not going well. I don’t want to say I predicted this would happen, because there was always hope it wouldn’t. Except it has. Every time I pick up a knife, my first motive is to use it as a weapon against myself, not food. The stairs would be great to fall down; the windows [...]
