Posted in Uncategorized, tagged christmas, decisions, MHW, therapy, university on December 28, 2008 | 5 Comments »
I’ve received some lovely things for christmas, or bought in the days following christmas:
Two notebooks from my parents and a purse I bought today
It doesn’t look much on the hanger, but it makes me feel great when I wear it
A necklace I got from my sister. I’m tempted to make it a thing I wear [...]
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged christmas, depression, university on December 25, 2008 | 4 Comments »
I’m feeling pretty empty and lonely, which funnily enough, is not what christmas is about. All day I’ve been at my aunt’s sitting and sleeping and occasionally nibbling but that’s it; I’m too old to be excited about what will be under the book case next to the cat’s scratch post waiting for me but [...]
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged christmas, eating on December 24, 2008 | 2 Comments »
And so will I. I’m dreading it. 2 days of force feeding, of having to eat all this food; I feel sick at the thought of it. I can’t say that I don’t think I’ll ge tthrough it, because I know I will, but thinking about it I’m squirming in my seat clenching my teeth [...]
