Today

So, we went to the hospital. My mum decided to answer all the questions, instead of letting me do so. I forgot about that cause of antibiotics over a year ago, see, and how ill I was last year and 3 years ago. She said she wasn’t going to come in with me for all [...]

Read Full Post »

The End Is Nigh

I think it’s a week or two I have left in counselling… I’m not sure whether the two included the one I just had or not.
We got talking about it all, and she asked me whether I felt I had a better relationship with anyone, in a ‘non-professional’ kind of situation. The answer is not [...]

Read Full Post »

Sleepety Sleep

I’m really, really tired but I’ve had a really good weekend. I went to the conference, and some of my Brummie friends came up… Not only were the workshops interesting but I also got to show them around my city; they were surprisingly impressed so yay!
There’s not a huge amount going on at the moment, [...]

Read Full Post »

Homeward bound

I’m going HOME. First time in 10 weeks. I’m excited.
It’s also an environmental/human rights conference, so some people from uni are coming up and I can’t wait to show them my city!
I may be a tad too excited, but no diazepam will be required. I’m cool, honest.
(I bucked up the courage and went to see [...]

Read Full Post »

Dilemma

I’m going to the hospital a week tomorrow, and am stopping the citalopram ahead of this. Am I being fecking stupid?
I want to because my mum’s coming along and I’m anticipating medication related questions, and seeing as she doesn’t know it could get sticky. However, I’m worried things will all go wrong.
My mood’s also been [...]

Read Full Post »

Frustration

I am becoming increasingly frustrated with myself, and how I manage to do a lot of things wrongly, and end up upsetting people. I may just be feeling overly guilty, but I doubt not.
Who on earth manages to keep letting other down time after time, without any good excuse? I’m either late, or like last [...]

Read Full Post »

A brief encounter

My personal tutor also lectures me for one of my modules and today, I was exceptionally early, as I needed to speak to another friend who is normally very early too. Except she wasn’t there yet, which left me and the lecturer, and questions pertaining to how I was getting on; after all I did [...]

Read Full Post »

The Band

It’s there to remind me. That I’m getting thinner, that it didn’t used to slide around up and down my arm so freely in times past.

I love my sziget band, probably as much as I loved the festival.
Noting the fact that this isn’t good, and not something I really want to happen, I’ve voluntarily started [...]

Read Full Post »

“…And how do you feel about that?”

To tell you the truth, I don’t really feel that much about it.
No, scratch that. I feel something, just the something that I feel in the majority of cases. I guess sometimes I’ve analysed a situation and how I responded it to death and back, and to be told to reward myself does begin to [...]

Read Full Post »

Ooh, hello psychology!

I start psychology today.
It should be interesting, and hopefully helpful! I’ll see how it goes, but for now, I need to get ready!

Read Full Post »