My personal tutor also lectures me for one of my modules and today, I was exceptionally early, as I needed to speak to another friend who is normally very early too. Except she wasn’t there yet, which left me and the lecturer, and questions pertaining to how I was getting on; after all I did [...]
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A brief encounter
Posted in Uncategorized on November 13, 2009 | 5 Comments »
The Band
Posted in Uncategorized on November 11, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
It’s there to remind me. That I’m getting thinner, that it didn’t used to slide around up and down my arm so freely in times past.
I love my sziget band, probably as much as I loved the festival.
Noting the fact that this isn’t good, and not something I really want to happen, I’ve voluntarily started [...]
“…And how do you feel about that?”
Posted in Uncategorized on November 9, 2009 | 2 Comments »
To tell you the truth, I don’t really feel that much about it.
No, scratch that. I feel something, just the something that I feel in the majority of cases. I guess sometimes I’ve analysed a situation and how I responded it to death and back, and to be told to reward myself does begin to [...]
Ooh, hello psychology!
Posted in Uncategorized on November 9, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I start psychology today.
It should be interesting, and hopefully helpful! I’ll see how it goes, but for now, I need to get ready!
My Body
Posted in Uncategorized on November 7, 2009 | 2 Comments »
There are times when not feeling horridly self conscious about my body would come in useful. Like, frequently, seeing as I can’t be bothered to explain why I feel so uncomfortable to the girl I’m seeing. It’s a shame, really. It kinda kills things as that takes over my mind, instead of what we’re doing [...]
Violated
Posted in Uncategorized on November 5, 2009 | 8 Comments »
A friend went through my phone and found my blog.
Looking at my stats, someone is reading all my posts. I don’t know if it’s them, or just pure chance but I’m feeling uneasy. I don’t know what the point of writing this is, but what I do know is that I told them not to [...]
“Leaps and bounds”
Posted in Uncategorized on November 5, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I was discharged from therapy today, in light of me starting psychology on monday. I’m quite glad really, I wasn’t entirely sure how much longer we’d be able to spin out the checking in occasionally act for. It was useful at the start, but more recently it’s become a chore.
So, I told her the good [...]
3 months?
Posted in Uncategorized on November 2, 2009 | 6 Comments »
More like 3 working days to tell me….
It has been decided by those at the CMHT Psychology dept that I won’t have to wait for therapy, sooo that means my first appointment is next Monday. Yeeeeyyyy
One day
Posted in Uncategorized on October 30, 2009 | 21 Comments »
… The psychiatrist will try and diagnose me with something I actually have.
Until then, he can stop trying to diagnose me as having bipolar.
Yeah, that went well, as you can tell?
He kept asking me about my reproductive system and saying that sodium valporate is bad… I have no need for this knowledge, apart from [...]
The day of reckoning
Posted in Uncategorized on October 30, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
I’m seeing the Psychiatrist later, after last week’s muck up.
I don’t know what to say, that hasn’t already been said. Whatever I say needs to keep me on Citalopram, but I don’t know how to say that really, things aren’t so great. Not awful, but not er, well. I had my first risk assessment in [...]
