I don’t think this is right, the way I feel. My head is like my soundproof headphones: everything seems really distant, like when you put a shell to your ear. The music pumps into my head, but I don’t hear it. Sure, I feel safer listening to what I want to hear, than what the [...]
Archive for January, 2009
Whirling, swirling, reverberations
Posted in Uncategorized on January 30, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Thought for the day
Posted in Uncategorized on January 29, 2009 | 3 Comments »
As found on my fridge by… someone.
True!
Well, I’m off to enjoy the awesomeness of 6 hours’ of lectures having not slept for at least 24 hours. Damn whatever it is that is making me not sleep, I blame moving my bed. Or Tally. I’m scared of myself, and I’m tired, but I can’t sleep; why [...]
The smiling, unsmiling Mädel
Posted in Uncategorized on January 28, 2009 | 3 Comments »
I’m smiling and laughing, but I want to cry and go back to bed; to hibernate. I can’t face people right now, it’s so hard to keep up the face when all I want is to be under my duvet and asleep.
I’m not feeling particularly “good” and am in a bit of a mood to [...]
Confusion
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged counselling on January 27, 2009 | 8 Comments »
During counselling today, we ended up discussing what I thought to be some interesting points; one was the role of the counsellor: do I guide the session, or does she?
One of my past counsellors was very focus driven, she’d sort of guide the topic and push for things to be spoken about; the other asked [...]
Memories
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged memories on January 25, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Today has been a good day. Strutting around Birmingham in a happy haze whilst being effervescently smiley and bouncy.
Walking around the Selfridges food market brought back happy memories of my first day at uni when my flat went for a wander around Brum together.
Buying my new iPod made me remember buying my first iPod: triumphantly [...]
To whichever part of my brain it may concern,
Posted in Uncategorized on January 25, 2009 | 5 Comments »
I like a guy, so please can we try not to screw up this time around?
Lots of friendly love,
The person you operate xx
A leopard can’t change its spots, and neither can an ugly duckling
Posted in Uncategorized on January 24, 2009 | 8 Comments »
(I think it’s pretty safe to say I’m having a major confidence crisis and just want to hide away and not show my uglyness.)
Sun, stress and strains
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged exams, university on January 22, 2009 | 9 Comments »
Today is the day that I want to run away back to Manchester, yet again there is wind coming through the window and the stress of exams amongst other things is really beginning to cause me problems: My sleep is virtually non existant, I’m irritable as hell and the fact that people keep ringing me [...]
Thing for the day
Posted in Uncategorized on January 21, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Click here in the hope that it will work, courtesy of Urban Earth
I tried to embed it, but WordPress spoiled my fun!
I think the bit at the start explains it, but it’s a walk across London taking a photograph every 8 steps. I’m in love with it, and just keep watching it over and [...]
Hope
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged counselling, gym on January 20, 2009 | 5 Comments »
Some days you feel like you shouldn’t even have got up.
Others take you completely by surprise and blow your socks off. They make you reconsider your thoughts and views of life and give you so much hope. Today was one of those days.
I went to Aquafit at the gym and loved it. Admittedly, I’m used [...]
