So, after the phone debacle my new medical centre has now a few more faux pas’ added to it’s reputation (well, my thoughts about it anyway…)
I tried to register before I arrived, but I’ve had to wait for a medical, meaning my referral is delayed now by 2 weeks at least. So, yesterday I went [...]
Archive for September, 2008
How not to run a medical centre
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged doctors, university on September 30, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Birmingham
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birmingham, university on September 28, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So, I’m in Birmingham now, complete with net and as many plates and pans as you could poke a stick with, but something’s still wrong. I just feel incomplete here, maybe it’s not really knowing anyone deep enough yet or what but I’m not being me, I’m just putting on a facade, and it’s cracking, [...]
Uni
Posted in Uncategorized on September 27, 2008 | 3 Comments »
So, by the time you read this, I’ll be at Aston. I may/may not have net, so this is just incase I go missing for months on end, I’m still alive (possibly) but without interweb.
Have you changed the language on facebook to pirate yet? It’s amaaaazzingg! Or maybe I’m just a bit easy to please?!
G’bye Manchester
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birmingham, goodbye, manchester on September 26, 2008 | 14 Comments »
6 weeks ago, I never wanted to see Manchester again, now I can’t bear to leave it!
one month; a lot changes
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged suicide, university, work on September 24, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’d like to think that things are a lot better than a month ago, the time of my last attempt to kill myself. I’d like to think I am more stable, and I think I am: I’m not a boiling pot of anger, nor am I as up and down as I was which is [...]
I’m not a plastic bag
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged environment, plastic bag on September 24, 2008 | 4 Comments »
… but I got to my owner’s home in one!
We all know the bags I’m referring to:
From bop to flop
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged high, low on September 22, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My boppy, boingy boogieing down the street mood has been popped. It didn’t last long, but long enough to see the other side, to go to the gym, to dance around my old school and neighbourhood and tell everyone everything’s hunky doory. Except the bops flopped and it isn’t. My legs are like jelly, I [...]
One year on: What’s Changed?
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged CBT, eating, phobia, self harm, university on September 21, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I think this is fairly appropriate giving that this weekend I’m moving cities and I feel I need to tie up some loose ends.
A year ago, I had a really strange phobia that’d got worse from it’s normally dormant levels which was of cassette tape. I think I wrote about this already, about how it [...]
Manchester, I Love You
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged birmingham, counselling, eating, manchester, PCMHT, self harm, suicide, university, work on September 18, 2008 | 4 Comments »
5 years it’s taken me to realise this. 5 years to realise I was making myself hate here, hate myself, hate the people, hate my friends, hate my schools and colleges, hate the people who’ve helped me, hate the weather, the places, the buses, the way my life was. But, I’m having something coming through, [...]
the sims day 4: random german speaking bloke comes into work
Posted in Uncategorized, tagged hearing voices, the sims, work on September 17, 2008 | 21 Comments »
And it was 5 past 5, I wanted to go home but made the mistake of saying I understood German. Cue him speaking crap and un understandable german and everyone else standing behind him wetting themselves, but not saving me. His address was something Kipper Street. Yep, he was eccentric.
And today, the sims stuff. Again, [...]
